FORGIVE ME

To those other children, that, having to deal with the tremendous pain of losing a brother, must have also, to accepted the inattention of a grieving father, bewildered, and dedicated to remembering, tearfully, his dead son.

Today, I can dry some tears, I can again look at them with the intense love of always.

I want to thank them for respecting my need to take time to grieve, without challenging me with demands that I could not, then, have satisfied.

Perhaps, now, the biological cycles shall be respected, and they shall remember Martin, much more than I can, in my lifetime.

But, while Destiny, offers me the happiness to be with them my other sons, I want to be again the father that they need, and that they deserve.

I want to accompany them, with all my love in their projects, in their dreams.  God willing, that these wishes be realized.

Let us continue with our lives.  Martin is with us, he shares our wishes.

                                           Carlos J. Bianchi